Shaun left to go take his ADSVAB test and get his physical for the airforce. He's going to be gone for the night. It's really odd. I keep thinking how hard it's going to be when he leaves for basic training. What the hell am I going to be doing? We've never been apart for that long. Never. The longst we've ever gone not talking on the phone or ( Read more... )

"You can see she's a beautiful girl/she's a beautiful girl/ and everything around her is a silver pool of light ( Read more... )

I finally had my mental break down. Thank god. Thank blessed god. It started on tuesday. I just started to cry and cry and cry, everything was numb except my head. I felt the heat moving from inside me to my head it was burning so badly I kept crying. I couldn't get a word out it hurt so much. I felt everything churning inside my stomach I wanted ( Read more... )