I need you so much closer

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I don't want him to go back to Lakeland. I want him to stay with me at Kent. Where I can touch him everyday, hold his hand, kiss him. I don't want to go back to kissing him through the phone. I have three months of bliss where we will be together constantly. I don't want to sleep by myself.

I can barely think straight right now. I have a final in two hours. I'm too scared to study right now. I feel like my chest is constricted. I hate this. I hate tests. What am I doing? I'm going to fail so miserably again.
I'm always a failure.