"In the Days Before Earth's Ending Everybody had Bad Dreams."
For the past two nights I've had really realistic bad dreams.
On Thursday I dreamt this:
I was living with Shaun in a small apartment in a small town where he taught. I was a librarian and worked in this postage stamp sized school with Shaun. I was with a few kids from the school when they told me about this creepy guy who kept animals in his house and tortured them. I was horrified and went to check in. The door was open so I walked in to find all these animals in cages. There were pictures of tortured and dead animals every where. I started to cry hard. The man must have been home because the next thing I know the dream flashes to me tied up. I get out of the bounds to find the man. He's in the man room hurting the poor animals. I scream, drop kick him and spray him with the stuff he used to kill a kitten. He dies instantly. Instead of calling the police I run out carring as many animals as I can.
I go in a second time to grab every one but they've all disappeared. I'm left leaning against a brick wall crying. I have this over whelming sense of guilt from killing the man. I know I can never tell Shaun this or he'll turn me in. I fall to the pavement in heaving sobs. I knew I should have called the police when I could. I would have been able to plead self defense.
I woke up with fear clutching my heart.
Today I also had a really vivid dream. Something about letting some one die or not telling the truth. I can't recall since I didn't tell shaun like I usually do.
In other news David Tennant's reign as the Doctor is over. I tried so hard not to cry but I feel like a huge chunk of my life has changed. He was my first Doctor. I really loved him. I feel so disspointed. I know that Matt Smith will be great but no one will be as amazing as David. *sigh*
Today my extended family came over. It's been the first party my mom has hosted since my Oma died. It went so well she's actually excited about seeing them again. I re-connected with my cousin and Shaun found that my cousin Katie was also becoming a teacher. So he talked to her the entire time. I talked to my other cousin Kristena who is meloncholy as can be.
I'm gonna go pout now.
On Thursday I dreamt this:
I was living with Shaun in a small apartment in a small town where he taught. I was a librarian and worked in this postage stamp sized school with Shaun. I was with a few kids from the school when they told me about this creepy guy who kept animals in his house and tortured them. I was horrified and went to check in. The door was open so I walked in to find all these animals in cages. There were pictures of tortured and dead animals every where. I started to cry hard. The man must have been home because the next thing I know the dream flashes to me tied up. I get out of the bounds to find the man. He's in the man room hurting the poor animals. I scream, drop kick him and spray him with the stuff he used to kill a kitten. He dies instantly. Instead of calling the police I run out carring as many animals as I can.
I go in a second time to grab every one but they've all disappeared. I'm left leaning against a brick wall crying. I have this over whelming sense of guilt from killing the man. I know I can never tell Shaun this or he'll turn me in. I fall to the pavement in heaving sobs. I knew I should have called the police when I could. I would have been able to plead self defense.
I woke up with fear clutching my heart.
Today I also had a really vivid dream. Something about letting some one die or not telling the truth. I can't recall since I didn't tell shaun like I usually do.
In other news David Tennant's reign as the Doctor is over. I tried so hard not to cry but I feel like a huge chunk of my life has changed. He was my first Doctor. I really loved him. I feel so disspointed. I know that Matt Smith will be great but no one will be as amazing as David. *sigh*
Today my extended family came over. It's been the first party my mom has hosted since my Oma died. It went so well she's actually excited about seeing them again. I re-connected with my cousin and Shaun found that my cousin Katie was also becoming a teacher. So he talked to her the entire time. I talked to my other cousin Kristena who is meloncholy as can be.
I'm gonna go pout now.