technology
i feel so old fashioned lately... both in my life and in my heart...
i dont have a cell phone, i use a dial-up connection for the internet, i cook most everything from scratch, i dont have an ipod, i still listen to cassette tapes, the youth of today piss me off (emo... ech... makes me want to stab out my own ears and eyes so i dont have to look at them or listen to them anymore)... my home telephone has a cord... the cordless died a long time ago and i just got around to replacing it today... i have very basic cable (or will once the others are removed from my cable connection on tuesday), i use film and have no real urge to get a digital camera as i dont think its worth the money... i pay all of my bills on time (and if i dont, im fully responsible for any consequences that may follow), no one owes me anything.
im finding that im a rarity in the world... listening to peoples stories, watching them go about their lives reminds me that quite a number of women cheat on their girlfriends... i have never cheated on anyone. i never will. its bullshit to make promises, even if youre the only one you have to answer to, only to break them. i like the idea of being in a relationship for the rest of my life, sharing the world and supporting one another through life... its not something im pushing for, its not something i expect, its just a thought that makes me smile. why is it that so many treat the ones they love like theyre expendable?
anything worth having is worth struggling for.
i dont have a cell phone, i use a dial-up connection for the internet, i cook most everything from scratch, i dont have an ipod, i still listen to cassette tapes, the youth of today piss me off (emo... ech... makes me want to stab out my own ears and eyes so i dont have to look at them or listen to them anymore)... my home telephone has a cord... the cordless died a long time ago and i just got around to replacing it today... i have very basic cable (or will once the others are removed from my cable connection on tuesday), i use film and have no real urge to get a digital camera as i dont think its worth the money... i pay all of my bills on time (and if i dont, im fully responsible for any consequences that may follow), no one owes me anything.
im finding that im a rarity in the world... listening to peoples stories, watching them go about their lives reminds me that quite a number of women cheat on their girlfriends... i have never cheated on anyone. i never will. its bullshit to make promises, even if youre the only one you have to answer to, only to break them. i like the idea of being in a relationship for the rest of my life, sharing the world and supporting one another through life... its not something im pushing for, its not something i expect, its just a thought that makes me smile. why is it that so many treat the ones they love like theyre expendable?
anything worth having is worth struggling for.