I used to sit around, caught in mirror with eye and thought ( Read more... )

Yet another school year is upon me. Pending upon my lackluster efforts to achieve geology stardom, I may or may not take the next year off. I have this unique ambition to be KATY THE ULTIMATE GEOCHEMIST, yet totally disengage when my professors are the most sexist, sons of bitches I have ever met in my 21 years of life. Goal this year: DONT LET ( Read more... )

One is never really plagued with hardships, when she is a good person-- a person who loves the world created for her as if she were the creator herself so that she may come to the understand that there is a new beginning to every end, and a dream for every desire. Creation is the mature accumulation of love and desire. Recently, I have acquired ( Read more... )

Katy is...

it is so hard loving you.

what the shit do you want from me.

last night when your soft lips embraced my skin and you swept the hair out of my face, even if you were ridiculously drunk (i refrain from using the phrase inappropriately drunk because it was your birthday) i felt the rawness of life. I was overcome with the drunken, coarse reality that maybe i could love you after all. the sublime effects of ( Read more... )

youre still the only boy ill love, but i drowned deep somewhere inside of you. i thought i might grow with you, everything was so untrue for every me inside of every you. i painted a picture so dark to hide the light from the bright, wish i could have plastered you on that canvas that night, maybe you would be here, every me inside of every you, ( Read more... )

why do people feel accomplished by some inane and incongruous sense of contentment. honestly, everytime i reach this undiabolicle perch of tranquility i feel completely ridiculous. i have always philosophied that life was craftlessly molded into some terrain of a forgotten road filled with potholes and vagrants, and I was left there, hand-in-hand ( Read more... )

Right now I am quaked by the maddening idea that this summer will not be consumed by what I have always known. I have always known us, to sit together like two birds overwhelmed with the intensity of an evening song; two doves perched upon indifference and painted with the purity of amicability. I know we have never been together in the intimacey ( Read more... )

Duddy came over today, and we humped like wild jungle animals. He is leaving tomorrow morning to move to Texas, so he can become an ultimate fighter. You know the shit when you box in a cage? I'm going to eventually move out there when I graduate from college because I would like to become a bus driver. I dunno, I secretly hope he doesn't get a ( Read more... )