whiplash
I went to the club called Lucy's in San Marcos and got whiplash from dancing with cuties Erica and Bonnie. We had fun. It was Erica's 21st bday. But I am in severe pain right now...guess it was worth it.
I think I'm gonna call Dave and settle some things. Sometimes its better to talk straight to the horse and then maybe hear the truth come from his mouth with no instigation. One thing I do hate though: when other outside people (who haven't talked to anyone involved in years basically) get involved and take sides in a divorce...like they fucking have a clue or a right to take sides in the first place. First off: both parties are not in their natural element and will never be again when referring to each other. How could some people have the audacity to solemnly think they are making an actual decision regarding the two divorcees whenever both people (because they are people) will say whatever the fuck they can in order to indirectly get people to agree with them...because they feel hurt and abandoned and alone. I mean, those who get involved and hear their name mentioned actually think it has something remotely to do with them.
circusofsouls: I am sorry. I was not thinking clearly. I spent an entire day with your mother and she informed me of things that made me worried. From now on though, I know it was not in yours, hers, or my own best interest to inform her of anything like that. I hope you aren't mad. My intentions were of the best and I know hers were too. However, you have worried me with your talk the last two times you've been here. We can talk privately later.
Talked to my Mimi for an hour this morning. She's had her groin operated on (two hernias). ick. She's driving everyone at home crazy talking all the time cuz of her unpeaceful nerves and my mom called me to tell me she thought it only right if I called her and took my fair dosage as well.
Me and Michael are casting our voting ballot through the mail. Prolly both for Kerry. I don't like him either. It all feels like a series of blows to the head, with niether of them feeling the whiplash that they should when the other exposes them. Why are they both allowed to be such liars?
I think I'm gonna call Dave and settle some things. Sometimes its better to talk straight to the horse and then maybe hear the truth come from his mouth with no instigation. One thing I do hate though: when other outside people (who haven't talked to anyone involved in years basically) get involved and take sides in a divorce...like they fucking have a clue or a right to take sides in the first place. First off: both parties are not in their natural element and will never be again when referring to each other. How could some people have the audacity to solemnly think they are making an actual decision regarding the two divorcees whenever both people (because they are people) will say whatever the fuck they can in order to indirectly get people to agree with them...because they feel hurt and abandoned and alone. I mean, those who get involved and hear their name mentioned actually think it has something remotely to do with them.
circusofsouls: I am sorry. I was not thinking clearly. I spent an entire day with your mother and she informed me of things that made me worried. From now on though, I know it was not in yours, hers, or my own best interest to inform her of anything like that. I hope you aren't mad. My intentions were of the best and I know hers were too. However, you have worried me with your talk the last two times you've been here. We can talk privately later.
Talked to my Mimi for an hour this morning. She's had her groin operated on (two hernias). ick. She's driving everyone at home crazy talking all the time cuz of her unpeaceful nerves and my mom called me to tell me she thought it only right if I called her and took my fair dosage as well.
Me and Michael are casting our voting ballot through the mail. Prolly both for Kerry. I don't like him either. It all feels like a series of blows to the head, with niether of them feeling the whiplash that they should when the other exposes them. Why are they both allowed to be such liars?