Apr 09, 2008 04:53
Even with extensions, and even though I am pulling an all-nighter tonight, I don't know if i will get all my school work done in time... this task feels impossible, and my rationale is telling me that it may, in fact, actually be impossible. I hate that there is a chance that I could give it my all, and still not succeed....
Its so tempting to just give up and go to sleep.
And I am warding off some pretty intense and persistent negative energy from someone I used to love. This has been draining, painful, and enraging.
I'm just feeling ready to hide away from the world for a few days, but i know that i won't have the chance to do that until at least the beginning of june.
At least I have really good candy right now - twerpz, australian licorice, and sour keys.
mmmmmmmm.... candy
Ok, I feel better