Paint the wall with my brains...
I guess I finally get to see Eternal Sunshine today. Hurrah. Only because I was all angsty and bitchy about it though, which is not something I like being. It's just that, I really wanted to see a movie Thursday or Friday, and no one would take me (I guess I should have thought to ask Taba. Oh well though.) And yeah. So I woke up this morning and everyone's like, "Wanna go see a movie?!" Frankly, no, no I didn't. I didn't want to do anything today. I'm not even dressed yet... again. Plus my hair has grown out just a little, so it's at that frustrating stage I remember Taba hated so much where you can almost put it in a ponytail, but then lots of strands fall out. BASTARDS. But anyway, I was so grumpy that Mom just offered to let Annie and Dad go see Day After Tomorrow which, I mean, it looks it OK, but I think it's one of those justasgoodifyouwaittorentit kind of things.
Also, nearly a year after I first met him, I think I have located Ryan theguyfromthePearlJamconcert. He told me his band was called Last Hope, but I found this band called One Last Dream, which is kind of similar. And they have a guitar player named Ryan, and he's 17. I haven't actually heard any of their stuff yet but I'm sure I could find something. I dunno.. it makes me feel strange. I mean, he only saw me in the dark. Calling me pretty was something he probably wouldn't do in the daylight.
But they're having a CD release party on the 12th, and I dunno if I want to go or not... I could probably get Leslie to come with me and Mom said I could if I wanted to. But it'd be weird. Not knowing anyone. And then what if it wasn't him after all? Or if he didn't remember me? Or was terrified by my hideousness? Their forum has his AIM sn and I put on my BL. He's online right now, naturally, and I certainly won't talk to him.
Are One Last Dream and One Last Hope and Last Hope the same fucking band? Will I ever know?
I dunno. I need to get ready. And I think I'm going to make a roast beef sandwich.
Also, nearly a year after I first met him, I think I have located Ryan theguyfromthePearlJamconcert. He told me his band was called Last Hope, but I found this band called One Last Dream, which is kind of similar. And they have a guitar player named Ryan, and he's 17. I haven't actually heard any of their stuff yet but I'm sure I could find something. I dunno.. it makes me feel strange. I mean, he only saw me in the dark. Calling me pretty was something he probably wouldn't do in the daylight.
But they're having a CD release party on the 12th, and I dunno if I want to go or not... I could probably get Leslie to come with me and Mom said I could if I wanted to. But it'd be weird. Not knowing anyone. And then what if it wasn't him after all? Or if he didn't remember me? Or was terrified by my hideousness? Their forum has his AIM sn and I put on my BL. He's online right now, naturally, and I certainly won't talk to him.
Are One Last Dream and One Last Hope and Last Hope the same fucking band? Will I ever know?
I dunno. I need to get ready. And I think I'm going to make a roast beef sandwich.