my house has no living room lights because we do not have light bulbs for them and we also have no toilet paper...It's pretty sad when I have to whipe my ass with kleenex because I can't afford toilet paper.
I never know how to answer that. Things could be better and they could be worse...I feel like shit today but I'm about to eat if I don't get sidetracked and forget. That's been happening lately. I'm so upset with myself because I was doing so well with all my eating disorder stuff and now not so much and it scares me but I'm starting to like it again and I don't want to I just want to be normal. For a while it was just that I could ignore all the little e.d voices in my head and now I can't again. I think it's all this goddamn stress...financial stress, school stress this is what it does to me
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it sounds af if you just want to live life to the fullest lol i used to be like that untill i meet janelle now i can not get enough of her i lve her way too much and i never want to lose her she is my ideal type which is scary in a way but it make me happy lol here i go talking about me again but yeah...
about the eating thing i know where your comming from look i don't say this allot but sometimes i would just up and forget that i forgot to eat and i never really cared but i don't gain anything even if i do really eat lol but it's all about telling your self NO!! saying to your bad habit and keep saying it lol i had to get over it by eating 4 small meals a day and now i ea more than an cow lol if i could ha ha and being vegan that says allot :-P so why you so stress about school and work.....
Well school is just stressful because it's a lot of work and I haven't been in school in 2 years. And now I have to give a speech tomorrow and I just found out about it today because I missed last weeks speech class because my mom wouldn't take me because the roads were bad which also made me get a zero on my last speech I was suppose to give. I was so pissed and I told her I would get a zero
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yeah i agree on that number lol bi are difficult now a bi curious well i don't even want to go there lol sorry about school and yes that is fucked up about ur mom and well atleast you have a job it is so hard here i have no job...
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about the eating thing i know where your comming from look i don't say this allot but sometimes i would just up and forget that i forgot to eat and i never really cared but i don't gain anything even if i do really eat lol but it's all about telling your self NO!! saying to your bad habit and keep saying it lol i had to get over it by eating 4 small meals a day and now i ea more than an cow lol if i could ha ha and being vegan that says allot :-P so why you so stress about school and work.....
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