Aug 31, 2005 11:29
well i guess its time for an update. so much has happened, but i dont knwo what to type. my birthday is in a month. afetr all the thinking i did, i think it really changed me. i finally have my priorities in order and i realize how stupid i was to only be worrying about guys. its sooo stupid, people who have their whole life revolve around it. at my age, thats the last thing i should be worried about. i have my whole life ahead of me, and right now i dont want anyone. i love school, im going to scc. i love their film program, i definately want to do something in that feild. im just not sure what yet. but i love the school sooo much more than pvcc. i think ill stay there. i have an interveiw today, but im not gonna say where. i turned in my aplication saturday morning, i got a call monday afternoon. the funny thing is, the manager told me that they wouldnt call me for at least 2 weeks, thats why i am so happy and shocked to hear from them. i really hope i get this job, i have wanted to work there since i have moved here. and i NEED to leave harkins for good. i don't think that harkins is a healthy place to work haha i mgiht die if i stay there any longer. i have also made up with pretty much everyone that i put out of my life. for i while, i only had a few friends cause i was so mad at the world, i wanted everyone that was happy to be gone. i'm so happy i came to my senses, that was such a stupid and selfish way to think.
well with all that out of the way, my mom comes in 10 days :) me and her are going to disneyland, just the 2 of us from the 12th to the 15th. im so excited. i have never gone on a trip with just me and her. its gona be sooo much fun. my birthday is the 21st, i dont know what im gonna do for my bday. and i found out last night that the corpse bride is a musical and will be released in selecc cities on the 16th and everywhere else on the 23rd, i didnt know about the 16th. i would be SO happy if they released it here, but its highly doubtful. if not, its ok cause the libertine comes out on the 16th and im soo excited for that movie too :) its funny, i have been telling people about the corpse bride for about a year now and no one listens to me. now their all liek alissa did you know that johnny depp has an animated movie coming out next month! its like nope, never heard of the guy. oh well, i guess people are just trying to help. well i guess thats it for now. so long everyone!