Moar Private Thoughts
I have to end this soon...I have to make a decision...
Am I the foreigner or am I the mermaid (if you don't get that, read this), and who is my other? What wooden amulet do I have to give?
Bernadette, so sweet....Geddoe, so strong...
I can't...I just can't do this. Why is it so hard! I feel a great pain swelling in my chest every time I think about it.
I just...I just don't want to be alone anymore. But I don't want either of them to be hurt...and yet I am already hurting them by them being AWARE that neither of them have my heart for their own...
It hurts too much physically to continue writing this. I think I'm coming down with something.
Am I the foreigner or am I the mermaid (if you don't get that, read this), and who is my other? What wooden amulet do I have to give?
Bernadette, so sweet....Geddoe, so strong...
I can't...I just can't do this. Why is it so hard! I feel a great pain swelling in my chest every time I think about it.
I just...I just don't want to be alone anymore. But I don't want either of them to be hurt...and yet I am already hurting them by them being AWARE that neither of them have my heart for their own...
It hurts too much physically to continue writing this. I think I'm coming down with something.