I haven't updated in awhile
I think it's important to get your feeling out, even if it's through LJ, I never get my feelings out i feel like I cluster them up and hide them away.
Anger is easy for me to express...I know that's an emotion, but if you feel everything through anger (like im sad, but i show it through anger) Im not trying to sound like an Emo fucking kid or anything...honest!
I just know that it's really unhealthy and I'm doing myself a disservice. I'm just so frustrated, I don't understand why things can't just get better for me... I don't even know how to fucking explain it. Being Angry doesn't help, I know that much and I'm trying as hard as I fucking can to be positive, but when negative things are happening in your life it's not the easiest to be happy and positive. But I'm trying and that's what counts....right? I sure hope so, I've worked too hard not to have something good come out of all of this.
Dancing always makes me feel better, but it can only help so much when I feel like I'm trapped in a negative bubble. I need to get the fuck outta here it's driving me insane to be in flint. That's my new years resolution (I've come to the conclusion) that is my goal.
I have to positive, I know something good will happen for me, I know it!
Anger is easy for me to express...I know that's an emotion, but if you feel everything through anger (like im sad, but i show it through anger) Im not trying to sound like an Emo fucking kid or anything...honest!
I just know that it's really unhealthy and I'm doing myself a disservice. I'm just so frustrated, I don't understand why things can't just get better for me... I don't even know how to fucking explain it. Being Angry doesn't help, I know that much and I'm trying as hard as I fucking can to be positive, but when negative things are happening in your life it's not the easiest to be happy and positive. But I'm trying and that's what counts....right? I sure hope so, I've worked too hard not to have something good come out of all of this.
Dancing always makes me feel better, but it can only help so much when I feel like I'm trapped in a negative bubble. I need to get the fuck outta here it's driving me insane to be in flint. That's my new years resolution (I've come to the conclusion) that is my goal.
I have to positive, I know something good will happen for me, I know it!