Overwhelmed
ok.. So I got a little lazy and put everything off for about a month to settle in and take a break.. a much needed break from life.. Minor detail, now Im left with a shit load of work to be done.
I have to be out of my old place by Dec 15, and Im no where near done. I came here today to see what all could be done. clothing everywhere.. Thats the big problem. I don't need it all, thats for sure, but Im not sure where to start.. I have to disemble my furniture, and decor around the house.. gotta get it to the new place.. Its just way overwhelming.. There is soooo much crap everywhere.. literally.. the place stinks of kitties (Their sitter doesn't seem to like to clean litter, and felix started spraying).. I have 4 tvs... what the hell? how did that happen, I only need one! There is so much clutter, I have no clue where to start.. (wait, how many times have I said that). And the furniture.. Im only one little pepper.. I was gonna try to get friends together and grab a Uhaul, but can't seem to get anyone out here.. So, sunday, monday is me, and this house.. cleaning, and packing.. Anyone willing to help/ keep me company.. I don't have the motivation..
School.. well, thats just a joke.. I am soooo done with LB. It seems more than pointless.. I can't wait to go to concorde and finish so I can just work.. Im over school.. Its not my friend.. infact, school is a mortal enemy.. I need to have a normal job again.. work, and sleep, live, and have fun.. Yeah, Ive settled down a lot huh?
While there are still many things I want to do and see in life, im at the point I just want to slow down, and hunker down for the long haul.. Im happy.. Im finally in a place (almost..) that I love, that I chose and that is MINE.. My kittens make me happy, my friends are amazing (what a lovely family), Im having fun just being.. First time in my life that two days just sitting at home, chilling, and being makes me happy... Im kinda done with the crazyness..
one year ago- rocky every sat, modeling, photo shoots every other day, working at jjill, out with friends as much as possible, school, aerial arts practice, clubbing like crazy.. blah blah blah... busy little bee..
Now- School, photo shoot every so often, chilling, moving, aerial arts.. thats it..
I have to be out of my old place by Dec 15, and Im no where near done. I came here today to see what all could be done. clothing everywhere.. Thats the big problem. I don't need it all, thats for sure, but Im not sure where to start.. I have to disemble my furniture, and decor around the house.. gotta get it to the new place.. Its just way overwhelming.. There is soooo much crap everywhere.. literally.. the place stinks of kitties (Their sitter doesn't seem to like to clean litter, and felix started spraying).. I have 4 tvs... what the hell? how did that happen, I only need one! There is so much clutter, I have no clue where to start.. (wait, how many times have I said that). And the furniture.. Im only one little pepper.. I was gonna try to get friends together and grab a Uhaul, but can't seem to get anyone out here.. So, sunday, monday is me, and this house.. cleaning, and packing.. Anyone willing to help/ keep me company.. I don't have the motivation..
School.. well, thats just a joke.. I am soooo done with LB. It seems more than pointless.. I can't wait to go to concorde and finish so I can just work.. Im over school.. Its not my friend.. infact, school is a mortal enemy.. I need to have a normal job again.. work, and sleep, live, and have fun.. Yeah, Ive settled down a lot huh?
While there are still many things I want to do and see in life, im at the point I just want to slow down, and hunker down for the long haul.. Im happy.. Im finally in a place (almost..) that I love, that I chose and that is MINE.. My kittens make me happy, my friends are amazing (what a lovely family), Im having fun just being.. First time in my life that two days just sitting at home, chilling, and being makes me happy... Im kinda done with the crazyness..
one year ago- rocky every sat, modeling, photo shoots every other day, working at jjill, out with friends as much as possible, school, aerial arts practice, clubbing like crazy.. blah blah blah... busy little bee..
Now- School, photo shoot every so often, chilling, moving, aerial arts.. thats it..