Feb 11, 2004 01:57
You know, I don't know what it is, but I feel so dam pretty. Now don't call me so conceited yet. It's weird cause this only happens in Boston. In Florida I feel so ugly... well not ugly, but unnoticeable. And even tho technically I'm less noticed in Boston, I notice myself more. For one thing, I think my jaws healed differently than they were before(after removal of wisdom teeth), making my face look a lil more like my sister's. And then I don't know I think I lost a little more weight so the angular features of my face are visible. Like you know that line that shadows across the middle of your cheek, the one that make up ppl usually try to make darker so it still looks like that in bright light, well I sorta have that. And then my hair is impeccably straight again. And I swear if I were in Miami I'd think I was fat... and although I acknowledge that I'm fat over here(I'm a lost cause, I'll forever think I'm fat), I still feel pretty.
But its funny tho because at the same moment, I think I'm the biggest moron on earth.... and I remember in middle school how I used to wish I were pretty while all I had was intelligence.... my how we gain some and lose some eh?
Anyway this entry was gonna be way more important than how i said it, but I've been writing this for half an hour because I'm distracted.
Later!