Oh so sad........
This have been a few depressing days lately.
Sunday my body just decided it didn’t have anymore energy to keep things together and broke down…..meaning that I don`t have energy to pretend that I’m fine and gave in to the depression.
It is like I feel this overwhelming sadness, without being able to tell exactly why I’m sad, an urge to cry and a feeling that I just cant be around other people without panicking. I’m dizzy and I’m cold.
My mum came to check on me and we had coffee and watched the last three episodes of “Supernatural” season 2.
Monday and Tuesday I just sat here at home not leaving the flat, trying not to cry and watching dvds….
Wednesday my parents dragged me out to the market were I bought some great vegetables, and then mum came and had coffee and we started on season 3..
Today mum had to see the doctor and I went with her, and then we went shopping for a couple of hours and had coffee. After that we met with my dad at my grandmothers and talked for a while….
One good thing that come from all of this is that I’ve started cooking again….I love to cook but haven’t for a really long time, but now I have to make sure mum eats properly so I’m cooking again.
I have a doctors appointment Tuesday and then I have to talk further treatment. I’ve decided to stay on the meds for a while and postpone that psychiatrist for a while. I don`t feel like telling a complete stranger about my life just now…
And then something completely different:
I’ve been going through my dvds today and discovered that I have two copies of “Devour”. So if anyone wants a free Jensen Ackles movie let me know and I’ll send it to you.
The cover is danish and the dvd is region 2...and the movie is not as bad as its reputation;)
EDIT: Went to angieobsessed
♥big hugs to all of you for listening to me♥
Sunday my body just decided it didn’t have anymore energy to keep things together and broke down…..meaning that I don`t have energy to pretend that I’m fine and gave in to the depression.
It is like I feel this overwhelming sadness, without being able to tell exactly why I’m sad, an urge to cry and a feeling that I just cant be around other people without panicking. I’m dizzy and I’m cold.
My mum came to check on me and we had coffee and watched the last three episodes of “Supernatural” season 2.
Monday and Tuesday I just sat here at home not leaving the flat, trying not to cry and watching dvds….
Wednesday my parents dragged me out to the market were I bought some great vegetables, and then mum came and had coffee and we started on season 3..
Today mum had to see the doctor and I went with her, and then we went shopping for a couple of hours and had coffee. After that we met with my dad at my grandmothers and talked for a while….
One good thing that come from all of this is that I’ve started cooking again….I love to cook but haven’t for a really long time, but now I have to make sure mum eats properly so I’m cooking again.
I have a doctors appointment Tuesday and then I have to talk further treatment. I’ve decided to stay on the meds for a while and postpone that psychiatrist for a while. I don`t feel like telling a complete stranger about my life just now…
And then something completely different:
I’ve been going through my dvds today and discovered that I have two copies of “Devour”. So if anyone wants a free Jensen Ackles movie let me know and I’ll send it to you.
The cover is danish and the dvd is region 2...and the movie is not as bad as its reputation;)
EDIT: Went to angieobsessed
♥big hugs to all of you for listening to me♥