Feb 10, 2009 01:01
Right now I'm so unbelievably angry I can't even stand it. I should be asleep =_= Latin class is soooo eaaarrrllllyyy @_@ But I can't sleep when it's like this. I can't even believe it. I feel like I'm on the verge of exploding. I hate everything. I hate everyone. I hate how once again I'm left crying alone but I'm going to have to reap what I have sown. Ugh And I'm so lazy. I can't get myself to buckle down and fucking study. I know I have to do it, I don't really want to fail, but I won't do shit! I can't deserve anything without work and yet I feel like what I get is less than I deserve. Somehow I think I'm just running away from something but I don't know what.
I feel confrontation coming on but I don't want to snap at people I care about it. I really want to hit somebody though... I'm afraid I won't be able to control it. I'm fucking Hulk angry. I'ma eatchu betch.
Not even TaeGoon could cheer me up :( I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I was so happy today..so very very happy. Where the fuck did this emo shit come from??
I don't even make any sense right now...Tomorrow I'm going to see this and be embarrassed as hell that I let this shit escape but I'm going apeshit in my own mind.
I can't take it anymore. *unleashes upon the interwebz*
I wish I knew what I was looking for,what I need...
I feel like a Psychopath :(
....I want to wear my kigurumi to school -_-