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I'm trying to get more use out of this thing..I'm TRYING!!@_@ Well Belle....I don't think I'm friends with Ian anymore. o_o Ever since that fight, I don't want to talk to him. I kinda wonder if he misses me though... :( I didn't realize I was being selfish...I thought that I missed him because I was a nice person who cared about him. Was I just using him to fill in the times I felt lonely? Sometimes I wonder if I'm just using people..Perspective changes the way you see the world and the world sees you. It also makes you believe shit that has no evidence to back it up..I wonder what's wrong with me...

SOOOOO FINALS THIS WEEK AND NEXT
Woot woot =_= Not want.(; A ; ) My schedule for the next two weeks will be as following
*means will try to get done...

Dec3  - *pick up&deposit cheque from work (acuz I'm so very broke), study for English, *study for Japanese&Psych, confirm waitlist courses
Dec4  - *Study study study
Dec5  - English Final @11:00!!
Dec6  - *Study for Japanese mostly,*study a little for Psych, Work from 3-8 (' = ')
Dec7  - Church =_=, *Christmas shop for brothers, *study Japanese..*study Psych
Dec8  - *MORE JAPANESE,*attempt Psych
Dec9  - 7:30AM[ヽ(´Д`)ﾉ] Ortho appointment to get these terrible metal bastards off my teeth!>:D, *study Japanese, Japanese Final from 4-6 (?)
Dec10 - Check Waitlist again~ Go to ortho place to pick up my retainer~ Misc. stuff *study study study
Dec11 - LAST MIDTERM!! Psychology at 1:30!!>_<

That list makes me tired... I didn't even fulfill everything.....