Feb 23, 2017 21:43
A girl I was best friends with when I was a teenager apparently lives 3 streets away from our new az house. I know this because of course I randomly stalk people from my past, doesn't everyone? Jill is her name. She has two kids now and liked trump on her facebook page hmmm.
She had a big family, 4 other siblings. They always intimidated me. They were all a bunch of shit talkers and so snobby. Her two older brothers would constantly make fun of me and call me fat etc. Jill sort of stood up for me, but I was so uneasy being over at her house.
During one my stalking sessions I found out that all of her siblings have died, except for one! Only one of her older brothers is alive. Her younger sister and older brother both killed themselves and her older sister died in a car crash with her husband (leaving behind 3 kids).
It's tragic really, horrible. But there is a part of me that thinks that family really had some bad juju. Probably stupid, but it makes me not want to get in contact with her even more.
I am funny about my childhood friends anyway. I dont want to contact any of them. A mix between I'm too worried about judgement and I didn't pick good people to be friends with when I was young.
Anyway. Got my hair done today. Finally got in to see this insta-famous girl with a huge waiting list. Was pretty worth it! Got blonde balayage with a cool tone now instead of orange brass.
I'm trying to watch la la land. I fucking hate musicals but it's supposed to win all the oscars so thought I'd try.