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Hey Sean. How you doing? I was bored after spending too much time reading about parasites online and I liked your smile so I thought I would say hi. .. ..... hi... . . . . ... you like stuff?
In other words, what do you do with yourself? I spend my time going to school mostly, that and working at a hair salon. I want to become a doctor, but until then I'll just tell people why they need to waste their money to look beautiful. Not that it works... it just helps...
Normally I'd make my first email nice and short, one of those "hi, nice, cool" things waiting to see your reaction. Do you even care? But instead I'm just going to talk about myself. I've recently purged most of my relationships. About a year ago I decided to take my life more seriously as far as commitment goes and went back to school trying to do what I always wanted, to become some sort of professional biologist. My friends didn't help, same friends that try to stop you from quitting smoking. Now I don't watch cartoons with them, spend hours sucking down nicotine listening to them talk about themselves. And now I spend days alone, thinking to myself why does having friends you really care about have to mean spending so much time alone? Sure, I have people I could start to get to know around me but I don't feel content with them right now. They will just end up becoming people that can't stay with me in the next year. In the next year I plan to be at SFSU or some real university finishing my undergraduate. In that time I plan on making friends that can spend times with me not bored of me talking about what I learned in class, not always talking about what great art projects they have without ever actually doing anything about them. I'm sure you can tell I have a lot of things I should probably be saying to them, but I don't know, it doesn’t seem right to tell them their life is a farce because to them it's not. I just, I know I need to move on, meet new people. Too many people seem to put things off, the whole there is another day, more time, push it back, yadda blah blah blah. But I don't want to be one of those people that realize 5 years have gone by and they are still fixed on that great idea they had and never did anything great about it. Or that great thing they did and finished living. Me, I want to work on projects I think about, I want to give up defending my own character, I want to do something with my life, get to know people. This message is starting to make me feel like I'm really stoned. I'll leave it at this, you've got a great smile. I've only known a few people with a smile like yours. So, Sean, tell me about yourself. You like stuff?
In other words, what do you do with yourself? I spend my time going to school mostly, that and working at a hair salon. I want to become a doctor, but until then I'll just tell people why they need to waste their money to look beautiful. Not that it works... it just helps...
Normally I'd make my first email nice and short, one of those "hi, nice, cool" things waiting to see your reaction. Do you even care? But instead I'm just going to talk about myself. I've recently purged most of my relationships. About a year ago I decided to take my life more seriously as far as commitment goes and went back to school trying to do what I always wanted, to become some sort of professional biologist. My friends didn't help, same friends that try to stop you from quitting smoking. Now I don't watch cartoons with them, spend hours sucking down nicotine listening to them talk about themselves. And now I spend days alone, thinking to myself why does having friends you really care about have to mean spending so much time alone? Sure, I have people I could start to get to know around me but I don't feel content with them right now. They will just end up becoming people that can't stay with me in the next year. In the next year I plan to be at SFSU or some real university finishing my undergraduate. In that time I plan on making friends that can spend times with me not bored of me talking about what I learned in class, not always talking about what great art projects they have without ever actually doing anything about them. I'm sure you can tell I have a lot of things I should probably be saying to them, but I don't know, it doesn’t seem right to tell them their life is a farce because to them it's not. I just, I know I need to move on, meet new people. Too many people seem to put things off, the whole there is another day, more time, push it back, yadda blah blah blah. But I don't want to be one of those people that realize 5 years have gone by and they are still fixed on that great idea they had and never did anything great about it. Or that great thing they did and finished living. Me, I want to work on projects I think about, I want to give up defending my own character, I want to do something with my life, get to know people. This message is starting to make me feel like I'm really stoned. I'll leave it at this, you've got a great smile. I've only known a few people with a smile like yours. So, Sean, tell me about yourself. You like stuff?