u were all the things i thought i knew and i thought we could be
i strangely feel liberated, happy, confused as to why im happy and idk.
i think its my medicine i took my zoloft so that i would feel better and i do. im not really hurt or broken anymore bc of james and i know that wat we had was real and that life goes on we will move on and see eachother in our new lives. im totally fine, in my heart im still sad that wat i thought was love turned out to be infatuation. love is a 2 way street and i was goin down it one way. and i crashed right into myself. im fine tho. im a lil bruised but im fine. i have a dr. appt at 9am so im still awake bc of that yep i finally get to see a damn neurologist about my headaches. 0o0o please dear god help him find out wats wrong with me. every1 pray that watever is wrong wtih me that my dr. can help me plz, im really tired of my headaches.anyways this weekend is the ss peter and paul annual picnic and my mom bought me a bracelet so i intend on goin every day lol but then i want to go to the movies and see sisterhood of the traveling pants. any1 wanna go with me? i just wanna do something with my friends b4 my trip to chicago. bri,tam tam, aly we all have to do something. ok so yea im now listenin to my happy ending which always makes me feel better. yay for avril and ashlee.
so much for my happy ending 0o0o 0o0o u were everything that i wanted we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it all of the memories so close to me just fade away all this time u were pretending so much for my happy ending!!!
ok later dahlins
I feel:
| good
and
I feel:
| awake
i think its my medicine i took my zoloft so that i would feel better and i do. im not really hurt or broken anymore bc of james and i know that wat we had was real and that life goes on we will move on and see eachother in our new lives. im totally fine, in my heart im still sad that wat i thought was love turned out to be infatuation. love is a 2 way street and i was goin down it one way. and i crashed right into myself. im fine tho. im a lil bruised but im fine. i have a dr. appt at 9am so im still awake bc of that yep i finally get to see a damn neurologist about my headaches. 0o0o please dear god help him find out wats wrong with me. every1 pray that watever is wrong wtih me that my dr. can help me plz, im really tired of my headaches.anyways this weekend is the ss peter and paul annual picnic and my mom bought me a bracelet so i intend on goin every day lol but then i want to go to the movies and see sisterhood of the traveling pants. any1 wanna go with me? i just wanna do something with my friends b4 my trip to chicago. bri,tam tam, aly we all have to do something. ok so yea im now listenin to my happy ending which always makes me feel better. yay for avril and ashlee.
so much for my happy ending 0o0o 0o0o u were everything that i wanted we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it all of the memories so close to me just fade away all this time u were pretending so much for my happy ending!!!
ok later dahlins
I feel:
| good
and
I feel:
| awake