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Today is my mommy's birthday.
She would have been 58.
I miss her so very much. Sometimes I miss her so much that it hurts to breath.
She was supposed to be her to help me pick out my wedding dress and teach me to cook and show me how to me a good mother like she was...And now she's gone.
Sometimes I get scared because I feel like I can hardly remember her. I don't want to forget her, but I'm scared I might.
I miss her so badly.
Also...I'm starting this thing where I feel really guilty about eating anything. It doesn't matter if it's healthy or not. I feel so horribly guilty that I'm starting to feel like not eating. sigh
She would have been 58.
I miss her so very much. Sometimes I miss her so much that it hurts to breath.
She was supposed to be her to help me pick out my wedding dress and teach me to cook and show me how to me a good mother like she was...And now she's gone.
Sometimes I get scared because I feel like I can hardly remember her. I don't want to forget her, but I'm scared I might.
I miss her so badly.
Also...I'm starting this thing where I feel really guilty about eating anything. It doesn't matter if it's healthy or not. I feel so horribly guilty that I'm starting to feel like not eating. sigh