High School, Love, and Vampires...?

[pinkstarjrocker]

Okay so it's the third day of school and I still get lost trying to find my classes and stuff sometimes. And it's heartbreaking 'cause Sam and K-chan and Coral and Cody all have 2nd lunch and I have first! T_T *sadness* Luckily I have lunch with Alisa and Jenny and Mara and unfortunately Ty. His hair looks way better now. He re did it and cut it.

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[sanityplee]

OK, at the risk of being to blunt or even having a mature conversation, with a parents consent. I have a question. Is this guy good looking? The only reason I ask, is because you may just be physically atractive, but emotionally grossed out. If so then it is simple. Your horney. It does not mean you will act on it, it just means you will need a lot of cold showers. Please feel free to delete this if you want. I will understand.

I had a hard time with this growing up. I had my own physical needs, urges, or whatever. Then on top of that, I could feel the urges of others. I was insatiable. So I was a normal hormonal teen, times ten. I am not joking. I made a few bad choices, but I lived through them. Now that I think about it, I may be a very bad adviser on this subject. Sorry!

[pinkstarjrocker]

XD I almost choked at the word horney! No it's not a phsical attraction. He is somewhat good looking but not in a way that attracks me to him. It's rather, on a mental/emotional basis. I WISH it were physical because then it would make sense. XP

[sanityplee]

OK, I was so holding my breath. So relieved you where not upset. I wish I could be of more help. Have you tried deep meditation? I get a lot of light bulb moments that way. If you need some advice on how to do it, let me know.:))

[pinkstarjrocker]

That would be awesome! ^^ I don't usually get too deep into my meditation because I have so much clutter in my head that starts to surface when I try.

[sanityplee]

Ok, you strike me as the staying up late type. I have the best meditations at about 2 in the morning. I know, might be impossible with the parents. Anyway, if i want to feel little energy, I just lie down. If I want lots of energy, the I do Tia Chi. Then I just go over conversations with that person. Things they said, the way I felt. The expressions they made. The things I was thinking, but never said. I have a very active mind, so calming it down does not work. So I control the mess so to speak. I only focus on what I am meditating about. It is hard to do sometimes, but persistance pays. Run the pictures of him over and over again in your head. Even if it does not work the first time, it will eventrually. Then you will have a light bulb moment. I have other things, but this usually works.