I don't even K...
So yep.
Back at school. Not exactly thrilled. It is not going bad by any means...it is just becoming more apparent to me that teaching is not exactly my calling or anything. I am growing to just not be able to stand teenagers. I am sick of them talking as if they are adults...like they know everything...especially how to please a woman in bed, apparently. And seriously if I have to read the word "pussy" in relation to how much one loves it in another journal this year, I might just walk out and never come back.
In addition, I am sick of being the nice person that can never say no. I have seriously been overwhelmed this year with extra duties and responsibilities simply because I don't have the balls to just say no. I think I am just sick of people in general. They are so damn manipulative and self-centered. I honestly believe this. Sorry to sound so EMO...but whatever...
OK so I am done being a DEBBIE-DOWNER!
On the flip side, there are many aspects of life that are going well for me...like:
1. a new part-time job endeavor that is truly making me happy and motivating me!!!
2. a boyfriend who is still freakin amazing...he woke me up this morning with breakfast in bed! sigh!
3. a hilarious new carpool. We laugh every single day almost the entire car ride home. It makes for great therapy.
4. working out has been paying off. I feel great and it is starting to show from the inside out!
5. some amazingly fun weekends to look forward to- including next weekend and Margaret Cho in November!
6. And can I speak openly for this one? maybe the most amazing sex I have had in life.
OK that seems like a good end spot. Sorry I always share so much...probably too much!
Back at school. Not exactly thrilled. It is not going bad by any means...it is just becoming more apparent to me that teaching is not exactly my calling or anything. I am growing to just not be able to stand teenagers. I am sick of them talking as if they are adults...like they know everything...especially how to please a woman in bed, apparently. And seriously if I have to read the word "pussy" in relation to how much one loves it in another journal this year, I might just walk out and never come back.
In addition, I am sick of being the nice person that can never say no. I have seriously been overwhelmed this year with extra duties and responsibilities simply because I don't have the balls to just say no. I think I am just sick of people in general. They are so damn manipulative and self-centered. I honestly believe this. Sorry to sound so EMO...but whatever...
OK so I am done being a DEBBIE-DOWNER!
On the flip side, there are many aspects of life that are going well for me...like:
1. a new part-time job endeavor that is truly making me happy and motivating me!!!
2. a boyfriend who is still freakin amazing...he woke me up this morning with breakfast in bed! sigh!
3. a hilarious new carpool. We laugh every single day almost the entire car ride home. It makes for great therapy.
4. working out has been paying off. I feel great and it is starting to show from the inside out!
5. some amazingly fun weekends to look forward to- including next weekend and Margaret Cho in November!
6. And can I speak openly for this one? maybe the most amazing sex I have had in life.
OK that seems like a good end spot. Sorry I always share so much...probably too much!