Jul 12, 2008 16:03
I just am.
For having gotten such little sleep, my mind feels so very clear.
Ryan is home and that in and of itself is something to smile about. We have been having good conversations today.
I am feeling today like I need to "shake things up" a bit. I forgot what that feels like. It is easy to love teaching in the summertime. It is so refreshing to think about other options and different plans. We came up with some really fucking phenomenal ideas.
I want to welcome risk and adventure. I want to curse convention and fear and safety and comfort.
I truly believe that is what I am meant to do in my life. It irks me to think I might waste what potential I have all because of fear or convenience. Potential means nothing if you don't use it.
Anyway so that is where I am at. I am glad I still have over a month to explore and act on some of these ideas. I will keep you posted.