crazy...
so i am pretty sure after last nights entry i sound like a lunatic...really crazy...besides...i can't ever see myself getting married...till death do us part is a long ass time...and i don't want to be another divorce statistic...why get married and make all these promises in God's house and then break them all...and hurt people in the process...and i wasn't exactly talking about getting married...just having someone to make breakfast for in the morning (i can only make cereal and toast...) and cuddle with at night...and have to spend the weekend with watching movies and sharing a pizza and a six pack...and doing nothing all day...maybe i am crazy as hell...