eh...

Jun 17, 2005 23:50

so today was uneventful...i woke up sicker...so i took a shower got into a clean pair of pj's and spent the day in bed...

so as i was trying to eat some soup i burnt my tongue...damn it...it still hurts

and my shoulders and lower back really need to be popped...and i have a bump on my head and it is really tender and it hurts...i just woke up with it...

i got a phone call from someone i haven't spoken to in like three years but my mom beeped in so i let him go and i was going to call him back but i had just taken some cough medicine and it made me pass out... damn drugs...i think i may have a very low tolerance for things...i mean i get a buzz off of dayquil... but hey so do other people...some even overdose...

so i was watching tv with my sister and we were watching the disney channel (not that i wouldn't watch that on my own...) and some show called "That's So Raven" came on...anyway at the end of the show she gets grounded and can't go to some concert and has managed to accidently dye her skin bright blue...so what does her boyfriend do? He paints his face bright blue and stands outside her window with a stereo and plays the songs she would have heard if she had gone to the concert...and i sat there thinking why can't i find a guy that thinks i am worth doing all of that for...nope...i attract all the losers who turn out to be asses...then i stop and think...none of my friends have ever dated a guy that would do that for her...or has made any gesture like that...not even my dad...and my parents have been married for almost 21 years...i begin to think that that only happens on Disney sitcoms because there really is no boy in the world like that...however, i hoping that the right one will come around and prove me wrong...

but i've decided not to go out looking for love even though i feel that i am getting old...i mean i will be 20 in less than five months...i never thought i would make it past high school and now i am looking at becoming an adult...(the reason i never thought i would make it past high school when i was in elementary was because i knew i would graduate in 2004 and i figured the world would end by then...or it would be like the Jetsons...damn, was i wrong...but wouldn't that have been cool? although i would probably be breaking all the high tech stuff all the time...)

anyway my wrists are starting to hurt and i think i am running a fever so i am going to go look for the bottle of nyquil...
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