I finished my porn this evening. There is a LOT wrong with it. The right hand is too small. In fact, the entire right arm is too small. She doesn't have a long enough torso, her legs are too wide, and shoulders too broad. I know all of this, but I am trying to remind myself it is a first time effort at this style. keeping that in mind it's pretty darn good!I will be starting on another one once my hand stops throbbing,
I am doing a Bradby shoot this weekend in Springfield VA. I will be throwing in some website stuff along with our normal goodies. I am excited to get in front of the camera again with the new look and recent weight loss, however subtle it may be. I still have sooo much more to loose but I feel much better when I am making an effort! I am going to need new clothes by summer.
That presents a problem. I still have credit card debt left over from when I was living off of 8 bucks an hour working at the vet. Damn that place to HELL! It should be paid off by now but because I was making only slightly more then minimum payments that's not the case. When I had to charge a large amount on my card due to a car emergency that was the last straw. I have been paying WAAAAAY more then I "need" to be paying so I can be debt free by the time I go to Ireland. I will not bend on this. I plan on keeping the cards after they are paid off. One for the car ONLY and the other I will buy clothes on to keep building my good credit. I could just buy them, but building is good! Until then goodwill is my friend. Not such a bad thing because it will still be many months before I will feel right about spending a ton of money on clothes seeing as I am in a size I am ashamed of.
My friend Beth and I are going to start taking strip aerobics! I have been meaning to get back into it but had trouble finding the time. It will likely be on a class to class basis due to my busy schedule but I am happy to be going back! Turns out there is a place right here in laurel that does it so WHOO HOO! Time to dust off my pole and my hooker boots!