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Must get motivated to clean...
...seriously
Doing a photoshoot from home on Thursday. This will make 2 total! I hope this one will be as fun as the last. I also need to get my tattoo finished up. Actually, it IS finished!!! It's GORGEOUS! I just need to go back up for touch up. I'm sure Chris will be able to squeeze me in tomorrow before getting to work on Zac's bad ass tattoo!
Heard from my movie OMP buddy today. You know the one that wants to cast me in "Nudist camp zombie massacre" Awwwwwe yeah! I'm trying so hard to be patient but the very thought of doing this movie gets me a little moist!
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Had a really good run today. Ever since January I've been less motivated to get out there. My diet went to shit for a while and I was lucky to get a good walk in every two weeks let alone a run. Mainly because of depression. At least I can admit that much. I am still going through spells, but getting myself out there again has done more then raise my spirits a bit. I also want to start weight lifting so I can build arm strength. I'm always going to be a shitty pole dancer if I don't build some muscle and I truly don't want that!
Have a date this weekend with said girly. I dig her lots but why does she live so damn far? Actually I did the girl thats coming to town in June too. Maybe I'm only compatible with girls out of state? ::shrug:: But the chickie I have a date with this weekend lives in Alexandria, VA. FAR? You bet! But manageable to a point! We haven't even had a first date yet, but are talking about also going to a film festival in two weeks. It would be nice to have a good date. So far all the on line dating thing has done for me (like it has every single time in the past.) has given me nothing more then a series of first/last dates with severely uninteresting people. I deserve a good time! I deserve to be happy! I deserve so. much. more. But I'm in too good of a mood to start playing that violin!
...seriously
Doing a photoshoot from home on Thursday. This will make 2 total! I hope this one will be as fun as the last. I also need to get my tattoo finished up. Actually, it IS finished!!! It's GORGEOUS! I just need to go back up for touch up. I'm sure Chris will be able to squeeze me in tomorrow before getting to work on Zac's bad ass tattoo!
Heard from my movie OMP buddy today. You know the one that wants to cast me in "Nudist camp zombie massacre" Awwwwwe yeah! I'm trying so hard to be patient but the very thought of doing this movie gets me a little moist!
...
Had a really good run today. Ever since January I've been less motivated to get out there. My diet went to shit for a while and I was lucky to get a good walk in every two weeks let alone a run. Mainly because of depression. At least I can admit that much. I am still going through spells, but getting myself out there again has done more then raise my spirits a bit. I also want to start weight lifting so I can build arm strength. I'm always going to be a shitty pole dancer if I don't build some muscle and I truly don't want that!
Have a date this weekend with said girly. I dig her lots but why does she live so damn far? Actually I did the girl thats coming to town in June too. Maybe I'm only compatible with girls out of state? ::shrug:: But the chickie I have a date with this weekend lives in Alexandria, VA. FAR? You bet! But manageable to a point! We haven't even had a first date yet, but are talking about also going to a film festival in two weeks. It would be nice to have a good date. So far all the on line dating thing has done for me (like it has every single time in the past.) has given me nothing more then a series of first/last dates with severely uninteresting people. I deserve a good time! I deserve to be happy! I deserve so. much. more. But I'm in too good of a mood to start playing that violin!