Sep 30, 2008 21:02
If I say how much you mean to me, would it jinx what we have?
If I tell you that I think about you a lot would it make you turn and run?
If I tell you all my feelings, would you tell me you feel the same?
I forgot what it was like to feel like this. Everytime I think about him my stomach goes in knots and my heart races and I just can't help but smile. I'm absolutely loving all of this. The laughs, the late nights, the adventures, the movies we fall asleep watching. The way you make me smile, the way you look into my eyes, the way you hold me. I didn't think I would ever be able to feel like this again, but I am so glad I do. I have such a fear that you don't feel exactly the same I do... I don't want to screw up anything. I want so much for this to work out with us. I really do.
Even though we've only been together a short time, I feel like we have been together for much longer. We have such a cool dynamic. We can be goofy and crazy, but then we can also be gentle and quiet. When we're talking, I don't see anyone but you. We can joke each other to no end with no doubt that we are just joking. You can read me like an open book on most occasions, and I am so glad for that. You know my past and the things I have done, but, for some reason, these don't seem to phase you hardly at all.
I guess what I am trying to say is that I am falling for you more and more each day, and I couldn't be happier about it.