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ok just so you don't ask me because i know people want to know, he said its because its his senior year, and he wants to party and stuff and he knows that i'm not into that, and he didn't want to leave on a bad note. which i understand but it just doesn't make it any easier, i don't hate him or anything i just don't think i've really grasped yet that he's not going to be there anymore, ever again.