its been a while
well only a few interesting things have happened.. and keep in mind that interesting does NOT mean good.
school hasnt been horrible, but the best part of my day is 7th period physics with ela and Joe -were gonna get in trouble in that class other than that school isnt bad its just school though
up until wedensday volleyball was going alright.. we played NoGo.. we wont the frist game but lost the 2nd two so we lost the match. but it was only our first match so it wasnt horrible. and then on wedensday at practice i twiste my ankle.. its abouta 2nd maybe even 3rd degree sprain, either way IT SUCKS! tim, my trainer, gave me crutches and everything and it fucking sucks! i had to go to school with them on thursday obviously and omg it hurt so bad! my arms hurt and it took me 10 minutes to get to all my classes and i would start sweating cuz it was so hard and then i would cry ad it was awful. i texted ryan during lunch too and he snuck into school and made it to the lunch room to see me, i askedhim to but all i said was that i was having a bad day cuz he didnt kno about my ankle yet. then he walked me to class.. he offered to carry me to class but i wouldnt let him. idk that was probably the worst and longest day of my life, it was seriously horrible. it hurt so bad i didnt think i could go to school on friday like i dont think i physically couldnt do it... but then (the god!) school was cancelled because the electricty went out. so gaby cyndie and kristen and i went out to target and to the mall, but they had to get me a wheelchair.. i felt like such an inconvenience to everyone..i mean kristen said she was having fun pushing me and kno she was, but idk .. i still felt like that, like i hate having people do stuff for me and i hate when people feel sorry for me..
yestreday and friday we had a tourney at GBN but we lost.. but it wasnt horrible i guess. and then yesterday i came home and laid in bed with my foot up for about 4 hours. but then callie called me and we went out to dinner.. i miss her SO much! i almost killed a really hott waiter at applebees though... i was trying to put my crutches under the table and i was of course having difficulties and yea i almost killed him and then everytime hed walk by he would mumble "killer crutches" it was funny. and oh yea my sister gave me some kind of pill 'for the pain' before we went out and idk i was realy giggely and kinda loopy when we were out, but it was fun.
liz took her bed and stuff to sergio's house so she moved out for good and now i dont have anywhere to sleep because my room is so messy and its too hard for me to clean and my TV still isnt hooked up, so i slept on the couch last night..
and the reason im so aggravated is because jenna IMed me today and told me that she might not be able to come over today. .. which really sucks and it seriously makes me want to cry. like ive been waiting all freakin week for her to come over and now she might not be able to cuz her said he couldnt take her cuz he had stuff to do around the house.. idk. and dad since dad is gone and ma is at work i dont have any way of picking her up.. so i have to wait for ma to come home from work at like 4 to see if we can go get Jen. i hope we can.. but right now im so fucking bored i have nothing to do and its hard enough as it is to go places but i dont even have anywhere to go or anyone to take me anywhere... wtf
peace ^ A town