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o m g it has been one of the longest days of my life!! i just dont get it.. ill have an okay day and then ill have a bad day and then ill have a good day and then ill have another not so good day, and now i have school tomorrow.. wtf.
ill start with yesterday, which has been the only good day ive had in like 4 days... i went over to jennas.. i met bryan and jj (finally) and we went to the movies with them and laura too.. the movie was the bad part of the day, but the rest of the day was fun..
and today.. i slept in till 845 and it felt good. i was supposed to go to church but that didnt happen.. so we went to the christening at 1230.. then the reception was around 3 but we dint eat until 4-430ish and we didnt leave until 615!!! it was SO long! and it was baptism! fa real now people, what the hell. and like what sucks even more for me is that im the only one my age.. everyone else (like my cousins and stuff) are either 10 and under or 23 and older so i have nothing to do. and its not like i can stay out with my older cousins and hang out, besides the fact that im too young and cant drive, i have to go to school tomorrow morning. ive always felt like this, just cuz i feel out of place i guess, but its become more apparent to me the last few years.. i mean im closer with my older cousins now but i stil cant really hang out with them cuz they go to the bars and shit.... idk. life just kinda sucks right now. i go to school 5 days a week and then i have volleyball 6 days a week.. i just cant catch a break can i. Oh and then ... people like my cousins friends and whatnot are asking me about school and stuff and i swear like 10 different people asked me if i had a boyfriend and blahblahblah and all i can tell them is no, i dont have time.. which is true.. but also theres the fact that i just cant seem to find anyone.. anyone available that is..whatever.
the highlight of my day (and this is pathetic) was when i saw alexi at church and he came up to me and gave me a kiss... yea see i told you.. pathetic..
well now i have homework to do... f u c k
peace ^ A town