today was fantastic
Best day in a while.
I accomplished something I've been wanting to do for a long time. I talked the kid from school that I've been having a huge crush on. I couldn't give eye contact though. I saw from corner of my eye when he was looking at me which made me nervous.
At work I got a new position for after the blackhawks games that fall on weekdays. I get to work with my brother by the players locker rooms. There's a few people that get passes to stand behind this barricade to get autographs from players that walk through. My job is to stand on the other side of the barricade (where the players are) and make sure nothing stupid goes down. Today was my first day doing it and I freaked the fuckkk out. Players from both the blackhawks and the visiting team go through there. They would come stand right next to me and shit. If I wanted to I could make small talk or something but of course I froze up like the teenie that I am. This kid I work with was standing across from me and he would laugh at me every time a player would stand next to me because I would just stand there blushing with the hugest smile on my face. After a certain time we kick out everyone. Then we walk through the hallway that has the bulls and blackhawks locker rooms. I saw more players in there just hanging out and stuff. We sit in the media room where the do the post game interviews and shit. I felt so special and important the whole time. I seriously feel like this is all a dream.
I didn't get to see patrick kane because he had a lot of family there tonight since they were playing his hometown team. My brother says that I will eventually see him. he told me if i don't say anything to him then he will tell him "hey this is my sister and she loves you". so awkward.
Sorry if you actually read this and I bore you. I've just been so happy I have to let it out. I feel like I shouldn't be getting paid for doing my job. I feel like I'm cheating or something. Someone pinch me seriously.
I am such a little girl it's rediculous.
I accomplished something I've been wanting to do for a long time. I talked the kid from school that I've been having a huge crush on. I couldn't give eye contact though. I saw from corner of my eye when he was looking at me which made me nervous.
At work I got a new position for after the blackhawks games that fall on weekdays. I get to work with my brother by the players locker rooms. There's a few people that get passes to stand behind this barricade to get autographs from players that walk through. My job is to stand on the other side of the barricade (where the players are) and make sure nothing stupid goes down. Today was my first day doing it and I freaked the fuckkk out. Players from both the blackhawks and the visiting team go through there. They would come stand right next to me and shit. If I wanted to I could make small talk or something but of course I froze up like the teenie that I am. This kid I work with was standing across from me and he would laugh at me every time a player would stand next to me because I would just stand there blushing with the hugest smile on my face. After a certain time we kick out everyone. Then we walk through the hallway that has the bulls and blackhawks locker rooms. I saw more players in there just hanging out and stuff. We sit in the media room where the do the post game interviews and shit. I felt so special and important the whole time. I seriously feel like this is all a dream.
I didn't get to see patrick kane because he had a lot of family there tonight since they were playing his hometown team. My brother says that I will eventually see him. he told me if i don't say anything to him then he will tell him "hey this is my sister and she loves you". so awkward.
Sorry if you actually read this and I bore you. I've just been so happy I have to let it out. I feel like I shouldn't be getting paid for doing my job. I feel like I'm cheating or something. Someone pinch me seriously.
I am such a little girl it's rediculous.