omfg... wtf?
i want to talk to you so bad but im afraid of the awkward silence. I dont want you to think that im angry with you or that i hate you cause i dont. although i must say that im disapointed. I dont want to scare you off, i want to be understanding but i just dont think you handling the situation how you should. i feel like you dont wanna tell me that im not the choice you know i wanna hear. to be honest i would rather you came out and told me then making sit in antisipation and wait.unless the choice is realy this difficult then plz take your time. but dont hold back for my sake. just tell me. and i do feel like im pushing to hard but itz b/c i just dont understand what the hold up is. truthfully i feel like im back in high school. my thoughts are all over the place right now and i dont know where they are leading me. i dont know how long i can go without talkin to you but i dont think it will be long. your not on aim either. what do i do?????