i have nothin else to do so im updatin
so my week has really just not been goin my way. sarah and me have been broken up for a week now. its just killin me inside. i miss her so much and want to be with her but not when things r goin the way they r. she wont even tlak about what happend. she just says i dont know and it drive me crazy. it also makes me freak out cuase it just feels like she doesnt care and doesnt want me. god things r just so fucked up.
i also got ISS for 2 days cuase im a bad kid. well not really i had a choice go back to mrs watkins class or go to iss to cool off. so thats what i did. but she has just been pissing me off so bad. i fuckin hate her. shes a bitch to me and rude to be but no1 else can see that but me. she is now sayin that i make other people not respect her what kind of bull shit is that. its not like i held a gun to their had and was like be a bitch to her. they do that on their own cuase shes a shitty teacher in every single way!!!!!!!!!!!!
and wow isnt gass gettinf really high. and right about the time when my houtrs at work get cut. cause they went over their hours by like 60. thats just crazy right there. for awhile i thought i was gettinf fired but i wasnt. i work rreally hard there and try my best so i dont think they can firer me well they could if they really wanted to but im sure that they dont. i also have a shit load of homework to do and tests. i dodnt know what to do i have do much shit on my plate right now its just insane.
oh im also tryin to start a gay lesbian and straight program at my school i have an appointment with my princibel so i can try and get him to let me do it. they said im the 1st person in the school to try and start somethin like that so i have to really loook up some research and do everythin i can. if any1 would like to help me just let me know. cuase that would be really great!!!!