goodbye isnt soon enough

Aug 21, 2005 19:48

i really do wanna know how do you say good bye to someone you dont have a real relationship with. someone who has been there your entire life and still you cant pick one quality you like about them. how can two ppl share a house for seventeen and half years and not at one point ever be friends. i can count the agruements more than i can count the times we have actually laughed together. i feel so bad i am counting down the days till he leaves and spending every moment fighting. i love how he can go behind my back and question ppl on what i say about him.. wow i love even more how he talks shit about me to one of my own friends that he doesnt even like. or how he tells me what kind of ppl my friends are. i'll be the first to admit i have said we werent friends or he was a loser because to me that is what you are. nothing. you say your there but when are you really there. umm never. it amazes me how nothing i have ever said that was good gets back to him. nothing.. it really amazes me how you can tell me all this shit. well good bye to you tim. have fun at college. i have said my good bye today..

on the other note... i got my new car and i am beyond ready to go back to school. i just wanna get senior year done and go to college. i need to leave this town and try new things on my own. i am to comfortable here. i feel to closed in. i need to finsih summer reading and i just cant focus in on doing so.
i really guess i just needed to rant and rave in this one. owell. summers ending guys. lets go out with the bang we started it with!
<3 chelsey
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