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Everything is aching.
And I’m clenching my jaw.
And holding back something inside
I’m not even sure of.
Everything feels wrong. My head hurts and I’m easily snapping.
How things go from wonderful, to feelings of avoiding people so quickly.
Why does this always happen.
why do i always end up feeling like this? is this when you end something you thought was special? when you have that funny weird lump in your throat, and you feel strange when you see there missed calls or messages?
my shoulders hurt. my neck hurts. i hurt.
i am alone. with no money. and i'm scared.
And I’m clenching my jaw.
And holding back something inside
I’m not even sure of.
Everything feels wrong. My head hurts and I’m easily snapping.
How things go from wonderful, to feelings of avoiding people so quickly.
Why does this always happen.
why do i always end up feeling like this? is this when you end something you thought was special? when you have that funny weird lump in your throat, and you feel strange when you see there missed calls or messages?
my shoulders hurt. my neck hurts. i hurt.
i am alone. with no money. and i'm scared.