Jul 27, 2005 17:02
wish I didn't need food... I seriously wish there was no food around me ever--only water, green tea, grapefruit juice, V8, and a 1/2c. skim milk every other day. That is how I want to live. Multi-vitamins and those liquids. Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why did I wake up today and feel more hungry than I've felt in months??? I felt as though I had been starving for a year.
I wish there was no food.
Gluttony-->people honestly make me sick sometimes.
I am selfish when it comes to my relentless pursuit of perfection...
I will have it all.
THIN.
It's that fucking simple.
Why can't I just get there?
It's finally time--I have to do it.
From now on, I'm going to lie my ass off and only liquid fast... food will be allowed only 1 day/week, and only something extrememly healthy--a salad.
This is the hardcore, ass-in-gear, bootcamp strategy I have to use in order to rapidly speed up these results. I need it. I absolutely must LOSE MORE!