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So... I wish they lived in a different town, both of them. It makes things really hard. You know, you feel like after over a year things should be okay, but no. I feel like it's getting worse. Everything makes me think back to something from way back when, and that sucks big ones. I WANT TO BE OVER IT!! I thought I was, but apparently not. Hmpf.
So I've decided that I need a guy. Not a boyfriend, DEFINITELY not a boyfriend (though I guess it might be nice). I just need someone to occupy my time. I keep getting ditched for boyfriends or girlfriends, and frankly I'm over it. Thus......... I've decided I need to suck it up, grow some balls and talk to the super rich kid whose dad owns the farm. (PS He got accepted into the IU School of Music, BUT DECLINED so he could go to a school in NY that's pretty much the Juliard of ROCk - Cheryl Crow went there.)
So I've decided that I need a guy. Not a boyfriend, DEFINITELY not a boyfriend (though I guess it might be nice). I just need someone to occupy my time. I keep getting ditched for boyfriends or girlfriends, and frankly I'm over it. Thus......... I've decided I need to suck it up, grow some balls and talk to the super rich kid whose dad owns the farm. (PS He got accepted into the IU School of Music, BUT DECLINED so he could go to a school in NY that's pretty much the Juliard of ROCk - Cheryl Crow went there.)