I'm a redhead now
Well, its taken me awhile to get these pictures online but we have a digital camera now. Its great. Thought Id show everyone my red hair.This is me last weekend before a work night out, don't mind the cleavage...hmmm I really didn't notice how prominent it was when I was wearing the top...oh well. 
Another one with my new hair color.
Alex and I at his brother's house.
Another one of Alex in his sexy new glasses.
I've been pretty stressed out this week. Just....worried about alot of things. I miss my friends. I was out with my work mates last weekend and it was fun and all--I even got up and sang karaoke TWICE (Karma Chameleon by Boy George and Love Shack....)-- but I couldn't help but wish I was with my Colorado friends. People who really know me and like me for who I am. Sometimes they just make me feel bad, its wierd. And normally i am pretty happy with the person I am.
I also really miss Susan.
The best thing about this week has been my Existentialism class. Its gotten Alex and I to talk about some pretty deep and interesting things. I love that class. This week was Nietzsche, who was crazy (quite literally later in his life) and although I don't subscribe to alot of what he said much of it was really thought provoking...and maybe a little bit true.
Anyways, I think this is a great exercise:
" How, if some day or night a demon were to sneak after you into your lonelist and loneliness ans say to you,'Thislife as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once morend innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and everything immeasurably small or great in life must return to you-all in the same succession and sequence...the eternal hourglass of existence is turned over and over, and you with it'..how well disposed would you have to become to yourself and to life and to crave nothing more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal?"
I really like that. I also think I more or less would be happy to live my life and over and over to this point, with every thought and every joy and pain...I think I've done some pretty cool things and had some amazing experiences. I'd love to re-live the moment I got to Scotland, the time I had front row at an Nsync concert, the moment I met Alex, the time I went to the LOTR Oscar Partyk,etc. And my childhood was intresting and alot of fun..it'd be great to see how I became who I am. But I think what Nietzsche is getting at is if are lives are worthwhile, if we are living our lives to their fullest potential. Would we be happy with everything we have done? Would we be able to relive our lives with no regrets? Very interesting.
Anyways I should go get ready, its almost noon.
Another one with my new hair color.
Alex and I at his brother's house.
Another one of Alex in his sexy new glasses.
I've been pretty stressed out this week. Just....worried about alot of things. I miss my friends. I was out with my work mates last weekend and it was fun and all--I even got up and sang karaoke TWICE (Karma Chameleon by Boy George and Love Shack....)-- but I couldn't help but wish I was with my Colorado friends. People who really know me and like me for who I am. Sometimes they just make me feel bad, its wierd. And normally i am pretty happy with the person I am.
I also really miss Susan.
The best thing about this week has been my Existentialism class. Its gotten Alex and I to talk about some pretty deep and interesting things. I love that class. This week was Nietzsche, who was crazy (quite literally later in his life) and although I don't subscribe to alot of what he said much of it was really thought provoking...and maybe a little bit true.
Anyways, I think this is a great exercise:
" How, if some day or night a demon were to sneak after you into your lonelist and loneliness ans say to you,'Thislife as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once morend innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and everything immeasurably small or great in life must return to you-all in the same succession and sequence...the eternal hourglass of existence is turned over and over, and you with it'..how well disposed would you have to become to yourself and to life and to crave nothing more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal?"
I really like that. I also think I more or less would be happy to live my life and over and over to this point, with every thought and every joy and pain...I think I've done some pretty cool things and had some amazing experiences. I'd love to re-live the moment I got to Scotland, the time I had front row at an Nsync concert, the moment I met Alex, the time I went to the LOTR Oscar Partyk,etc. And my childhood was intresting and alot of fun..it'd be great to see how I became who I am. But I think what Nietzsche is getting at is if are lives are worthwhile, if we are living our lives to their fullest potential. Would we be happy with everything we have done? Would we be able to relive our lives with no regrets? Very interesting.
Anyways I should go get ready, its almost noon.