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couldnt sleep last night. in and out for smokes between bouts of panic... as it got closer to when she'd be waking up i started thinking maybe she'd call.... temporary insanity, it ws a terrible mistake, just come home... but there wasn't a call. came home to the parents and cried some more... yeah, i'm classy like that. not sure how to make sense of anything right now. it doesn't seem right at all.