I've decided to give this human thing another shot. I still don't understand why Jeremie and the others would willingly risk their lives over a computer program ... but maybe I don't need to understand their reasons. All I know is that they care about me so much. And that ... makes me happy ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, but I just can't stay here anymore. The material world ... I thought that I could learn to adapt and become human, but maybe that was just wishful thinking on my part. Everything is strange and unfamiliar. It's been difficult for me to connect with others and form meaningful relationships outside of my small circle of friends. Everyone ( Read more... )

Oh God, the school dance ... XANA attacked again. And this time he possessed our school gym teacher, Jim ( Read more... )

Augh! I can't believe that Jeremie told me this school dance was a waste of time! And to think, I wanted to ask him to come with me, but if he wants to sit in front of that computer all day long, well, that's just fine with me.

Just who does he think he is, anyway? I mean, I'm human now, I want to participate in social activities in which all ( Read more... )

ohgodohgodohgodohgodohgod

XANA can possess people in the real world. He ... he could be anywhere now. Inside anyone. Watching. Waiting.

That pendant ... Jeremie didn't give it to me. It was a trap. XANA ... oh god, he was inside me, in my brain, searching for something. Picking at my memories.

It doesn't matter where I go. Whether in the real world or ( Read more... )

I found a present left for me outside my door. It was a pretty pink pendant. I think maybe it's some form of rose quartz?

Oh, Jeremie~ I knew he wouldn't forget to give me something for Valentine's Day! But he's so painfully shy. I wonder why he didn't just give it to me in person? He knows how much I like him. Silly boy.

I'm going to wear it right ( Read more... )

Ever since Jeremie materialized me into the real world, I have awakened to all kinds of new sensory input. Sensations that I never even imagined, never thought possible inside Lyoko.

It seems my tactile somatasensory responses are even more sensitive than usual.

How very strange! I wonder what could be causing it?

I've been adjusting well to my new life at Kadic Junior High. I never imagined it would get so cold in the winter. I've experienced the physical reaction known as shivering, and let me tell you, it's simply wonderful. They way your body shudders involuntarily, and every hair on your arms stands on end ... it's such a strange but not entirely ( Read more... )