My Shitty Poetry

[pinkgogogirl]

This Is For You.

Crying, dying, trying
Things running through my head
So few know I'd rather be dead
Mess with my brain
Bring me cocaine
I just want to kill away the pain
Money comes and it goes
My cuts and bruises I can't show
Please help me let you know
I need someone to save me
Please help me let you see
I'm tired of life
I can't deal with the price
A love lost in time
Fate will show me every dime
Take it all away
I won't wait for the day
Bring me anyting
I must kill the pain
Just make it die
So I no longer need to cry
The tears may come
But I make them disappear
I'm inhuman as you fear
Just bring me my cocaine
It'll kill away the pain.

Forever and Ever?

I'm just like whatever
Our love; an endless endeavor
Of obstacles and wondering why
No one will give us a chance to try

You pull away
I know it's not okay
Your words mean nothing now
And I'm wondering how

Don't you truely love me?
Didn't you say we'd always be?
Well, I may be mistaken
But this withdraw's left me shaken.

Theres absolutely nothing I'd rather do
Than be in love with you
But what happened to your love?
You said we'd last forever
Yet our love's become an endless endeavor.

My Armor

I'm all ribbons and bows
I wonder how no one knows
The pain that I hide
All the nights I never cried
Hiding away from the day
I must face the fact
I'm not okay
This is all an act
My play; My stage
I don't even know my age
14, 15, 16, 20
The drugs go down
As smooth as honey
My golden crown
For I'm the Princess of the World
An innocent little girl
No one can know
What I'll never know
My pain; My game
All this thinness that I gain
Stay away. You'll be okay.
I'll just wait for the day
Death will come
My knight in shining armor.