damn.
damn my brother for buying fritos that taste like chili cheese, cause they taste good and i won't stop eating them.. AHHHH i can't control myself.
im feeling like i hate my life, and myself.
and that maybe its not worth it.
apparently im in a relationship and i didnt even know it so now.. now i run away. hahha. C= i love running away from things.
i have to get myself into fairbanks outpatient. i have to. cause that's the only thing that will work. and i have to see him again. AHHH *scream* im so horrible.
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im feeling like i hate my life, and myself.
and that maybe its not worth it.
apparently im in a relationship and i didnt even know it so now.. now i run away. hahha. C= i love running away from things.
i have to get myself into fairbanks outpatient. i have to. cause that's the only thing that will work. and i have to see him again. AHHH *scream* im so horrible.
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