The Lessons We Learn
So look at what life has taught me, I texted Cricket a few times, and called and assumed that she needed 'space' so I made up some phony baloney story saying I was actually going to stay in and help my friend who'd just broken up with her boyfriend of two years, and thus missed out on a newburyport party meh I guess I'm just paranoid about being clingy now... even with girls, thanks Al. Anywho. Instead Ian is coming over, I kinda ditched Taylor but it had to be done, I just wasn't feeling it tonight. And Ross left me a message, I guess my quicky hookup in attempt to clear Alex out of my head led him on? Though it was one time? He sounded so sad on the phone, saying how I texted him all day and then nothing, I mean it was only one day and I was completely out of my mind about Alex but still, I'll just call to him tonight and let him down softly. As for the rest of the night it's going to me, Luci, and EN ice cream and on demand. Classic.