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I'm gonna try to get this thing going again.
Cause frankly.. I miss my old LJ.
Sure, the username doesnt fit anymore
and my last entry is about a boy that I've had 2 crushes since
but oh well
Something thats so weird to me is how different I am since this time last year
I feel so much older, and I rarely ever feel changed.
My most prominent memory of last summer was galivanting around with Susanne in the Subbie.
We'd drive around everywhere and literally holler at boys from the front seat. It was really fun. I felt so grown up because I was hanging out with someone older and we talked to guys and stuff. idk.
But now.. I dont feel grown up.. I am grown up. Well.. more so than last year.
I dont think however much you grow and change though, that you get over love. or ridiculous crushes or the idea that something could progress. Perhaps i should just start falling for the guys that are interested in me... thats what I thought anyways. But that backfired because you cant be with someone you dont genuinely like or feel connected with.
Growing apart from friends is weird.
It sucks
But people change
And you cant have a relationship with the memory of someone you used to adore.
Cause frankly.. I miss my old LJ.
Sure, the username doesnt fit anymore
and my last entry is about a boy that I've had 2 crushes since
but oh well
Something thats so weird to me is how different I am since this time last year
I feel so much older, and I rarely ever feel changed.
My most prominent memory of last summer was galivanting around with Susanne in the Subbie.
We'd drive around everywhere and literally holler at boys from the front seat. It was really fun. I felt so grown up because I was hanging out with someone older and we talked to guys and stuff. idk.
But now.. I dont feel grown up.. I am grown up. Well.. more so than last year.
I dont think however much you grow and change though, that you get over love. or ridiculous crushes or the idea that something could progress. Perhaps i should just start falling for the guys that are interested in me... thats what I thought anyways. But that backfired because you cant be with someone you dont genuinely like or feel connected with.
Growing apart from friends is weird.
It sucks
But people change
And you cant have a relationship with the memory of someone you used to adore.