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[pinkfluffypuff]

i dont have any control.
no reason.

i dont have cheer.
because i dont have my health.

i dont have my grades, because i dont have the motivation.

i dont have the motivation because i dont have any feelings about anything.

i dont have any emotion because ive used it all up and cried it all away.

no joe left.
no cheer.
two friends.
no money.
no job.
no grades.

i fucking suck.