(no subject)
well my room is all done.
i want to keep it very organized.
it makes me feel like my life is put together.
and i like it when everything is simple.
lately i feel out of place.
i want my life back.
i have no idea why im such a homebody lately.
maybe its that the more familiar something or someone is to me, the safer i feel.
thats not the kind of person i want to be.
im trying really hard to put everything back together.
just not hard enough.
job.
need a job.
probably will get stressed from the lack of time to myself.
but deffinately need the money.
bad.
i can feel the holidays creeping up on me.
i NEED to get my life together.
i hate going into every day blind.
i want to keep it very organized.
it makes me feel like my life is put together.
and i like it when everything is simple.
lately i feel out of place.
i want my life back.
i have no idea why im such a homebody lately.
maybe its that the more familiar something or someone is to me, the safer i feel.
thats not the kind of person i want to be.
im trying really hard to put everything back together.
just not hard enough.
job.
need a job.
probably will get stressed from the lack of time to myself.
but deffinately need the money.
bad.
i can feel the holidays creeping up on me.
i NEED to get my life together.
i hate going into every day blind.