Nothing spells love like C H O C O L A T E
I think what i'm missing the most in my life is intimacy..I need to let go of the past because it's only making things worse. These thoughts in my head wont leave me alone and there's nothing I can do but listen. All I can think about is how much I fucked up and now its all coming back to me and it hurts so bad. Why is it that great advice can be given so easily but when it comes down to ME, I make all the mistakes I preach to others not to do? Its almost like I can't listen to myself even though all I can think about is the RIGHT thing to do. I dont even make sense anymore.
I got some sun today so I dont look so ghostly, and its progressing nicely. All I can do is tan, work out and watch TV until I meet some people. How does that work out though? I mean, the only things around here are shopping centers and grocery stores and I sure as hell am not gonna just go up people and talk to them. For some reason I feel so insecure here and I hate this feeling. Back home I talked to everyone and anyone and here I just feel like such an outcast.. ugh, I feel like crawling into a ball right now and dying. I FEEL SO EMO! What the fuck. I need to snap out of this mood.
I need me some more comics. Spider-man always cheers me up.
<3
I got some sun today so I dont look so ghostly, and its progressing nicely. All I can do is tan, work out and watch TV until I meet some people. How does that work out though? I mean, the only things around here are shopping centers and grocery stores and I sure as hell am not gonna just go up people and talk to them. For some reason I feel so insecure here and I hate this feeling. Back home I talked to everyone and anyone and here I just feel like such an outcast.. ugh, I feel like crawling into a ball right now and dying. I FEEL SO EMO! What the fuck. I need to snap out of this mood.
I need me some more comics. Spider-man always cheers me up.
<3