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This loneliness will not go away... All I can think about is going back to Arizona... my home. I need to get a job and meet some people.. but for some reason, I don't think that will help this empty feeling I have inside of me... I still have not unpacked my stuff, which i knew would happen. I have no motivation to.
I talked to Elena today and I guess the office gave her my cap and gown and they are gonna announce my name so I have to walk. For some reason.. I dont want to do that either. Oh well.
so ive been sitting in this computer room for such a long time.. and nothing to do. At least my mother isnt in here. Shes already driving me crazy and she hasnt even moved in yet. I cant even imagine what its going to be like. It seems like shes gotten worse since i left.
goin to the fitness center. yay for me. gotta go down to that 125... eeeeeeekkkkkk.
*I miss you... a lot. Words could never explain..*
I talked to Elena today and I guess the office gave her my cap and gown and they are gonna announce my name so I have to walk. For some reason.. I dont want to do that either. Oh well.
so ive been sitting in this computer room for such a long time.. and nothing to do. At least my mother isnt in here. Shes already driving me crazy and she hasnt even moved in yet. I cant even imagine what its going to be like. It seems like shes gotten worse since i left.
goin to the fitness center. yay for me. gotta go down to that 125... eeeeeeekkkkkk.
*I miss you... a lot. Words could never explain..*